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While yesterday my tears start to shed. Kind of failure. Jia min and rangeni is worry about me. Especially jia min call my handphone but i never pick up. Then she start to message. While i chat with her i cried badly. Sigh* Last night cannot sleep and today morning while bathing i tears again. Why can't i just stop my tears and face the facts. I just can't. Erica, Shi hui. Jia min and Rangeni console me feeling not that bad. Plus Cynthia today like stick very close to me. So yeah. Although my heart aches but i still force myself to put a smile on my face. Is kinda fake. Math period was the best! We were having test while he approach me i'm shock. We did talk after sometime i saw jia min like feeling unwell i went to ask her she tears. OMG! I hope she is feeling better. My wifey please do take care. I love math period because we are close to each other i hope that the time can stop for me but it can't. After that we turn out to be cold towards each other. It making me so hard to breathe i cannot take it. I dun wan to make my surrounding friends feel difficult s0 i just smile to be happy. Time passes pass. The drama end. Is so tiring to put up a show when you are feeling upset but nothing i can do. Did not went dance cause i'm sick and tired the whole day. Went to slack but i am there emo* I try to make myself smile but i can't. Hais i make things difficult for my friend so i just smile. Hmm i'm so shocking that he still remember me and message me. I'm more then happy. Haha :D I have alots of kind of emotional. Argh!!! Hope tomorrow i will be fine.
He does not belong to me. I dun wan to let him go but i have to while i should not be selfish. Although i love him but i will keep it to myself. I hope he can always smile because he will always shine like a star on the sky. I dun wan him to be feeling upset or emo* In this situation no one can help. I dun wan him to get any more hurt. Can i have his hurt. I will rather suffer alone.
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